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I heard
of a man who was sitting at the breakfast table one
morning, minding his own business, reading the
newspaper, when his wife breezes in and gives him a
light peck on the cheek and says, “I bet you don’t
know what day this is.” And this husband looks his
wife right in the eye, and lies, and says, “I do too
know what day this is,” and goes back to reading the
newspaper. And so on his way to work that day he’s
trying to think now what day is this? He has
occasionally forgotten Valentine’s Day or her birthday
or their anniversary, but he’s pretty sure it’s not
one of those days. But he can’t think what day it
is. So he decides he’d better not take any chances.
He makes reservations for dinner at a fancy
restaurant, and buys a box of candy and a dozen roses
and a bottle of her favorite perfume. He walks
through the door that evening with all these things in
his hands and yells, “Surprise!” And his wife says,
“Oh sweetheart. Thank you. This is the best
Groundhog’s Day I’ve ever had.”
Yes, it
was Groundhog’s Day yesterday. I don’t know whether
Phil saw his shadow or not, and I always forget which
one means there are six more weeks of winter. But
there are these, shall we say, minor holidays
throughout the year. We don’t get out of school or
work, but they are sort of holidays. In the church
calendar, we have those kinds of days too, not the
biggies, not Christmas or Easter, so they’re easy to
forget about, we don’t highlight them every year. But
they are days that are part of our church year, they
have a significance in the life of the church, or in
the life of Jesus.
We have
one of those days today, it’s called the
“Transfiguration of Our Lord”. Peter, James and John
go up on this high mountain with Jesus, and Jesus is
transfigured right before their eyes. Something
supernatural happens, otherworldly. Jesus is
transformed, “his face shone like the sun, and his
clothes were dazzling white,” and in a sense these
three disciples are transformed, too. But what
strikes me here is that the first thing they think of
to do after this transcendent experience, the first
thing they think of to do is to build these three
dwellings or booths, one for Jesus, one for Moses, and
one for Elijah. Most scholars don’t think these
booths have anything to do with the Festival of
Booths, the Jewish autumn festival to celebrate the
harvest. It seems as though what they are proposing
is to build some monument to remember this moment,
something material and solid that they can touch and
feel and come back to later on to look at. It sounds
harmless enough, I suppose, and yet it shows that
they’ve missed the point really, the focus had been on
God and Jesus, the focus had been on this mysterious,
ineffable, otherworldly presence of God in their
lives, and they’ve turned that around so that now the
focus is on them, it’s on what they can build, what
they can do as the result of this experience.
I heard
about this little boy, three years old or so, who was
in church with his mother, and after church the two of
them were still in the sanctuary for a few moments.
There were also these two men who were still in the
back of the sanctuary after the service talking to
each other. Well the mother was trying to get her
3-year-old to settle down and go home, but he wanted
to run around the sanctuary, and finally he got away
from her and ran up to the front of the church, and
somehow managed to get a chair over behind the pulpit,
so he could stand up in the pulpit. And then he sees
his mother standing over there, and so he waves and
calls out to her, “Hey, Mom, Mom, look at me, look at
me, look at me!” And one of the men in the back of
the sanctuary says to the other man, “I think I’ve
heard this sermon before.”
Now I
know what some of you are thinking, you’re thinking
you have heard that sermon before, and recently, in
the last seven months or so, since the new preacher
got here. But it’s not just us preachers, it’s we all
of us who so often want the focus to be on us. How
often do we take something transcendent, something
centered on God, and turn it around until the focus is
back on us? God is trying to tell us something. He’s
trying to show us something, lead us somewhere, and
then we try to tell God what to do, force God to see
things and do things our way.
Harold
Kushner, the rabbi who wrote “When Bad Things Happen
to Good People”, in another book, describes this young
man who was a pre-med student at a major university.
Because he’d done so well in school, his parents gave
him a trip to the Far East for his summer vacation.
Well he had a wonderful time, but he fell under the
influence of this guru who told him that he was
poisoning his soul with a success-oriented way of
life. His whole life was about competition, this guru
said, getting better grades than his friends, getting
into a great medical school, being competitive and
successful with his whole life and soul. “Give it
up,” this guru said, “and come and join us in my
ashram where there is an atmosphere of love and caring
for each other.” Well this was compelling stuff
apparently to this young man, so that’s what he did.
He called his parents from Tokyo and told them he
would not be coming home. He was dropping out of
school to live in an ashram.
Six
months later, his parents got a letter from their son,
this young man, that said, “Dear Mom and Dad, I know
you weren’t happy with the decision I made last
summer, but I want to tell you how happy it has made
me. For the first time in my life, I am at peace.
Here there is no competing, no hustling, no trying to
get ahead of anyone else. Here we are all equal, and
we all share. This way of life is so much in harmony
with the inner essence of my soul that in only six
months I’ve become the number two disciple in the
entire ashram, and I think I can be number one by
June!”
Do you
see the irony here, and in our own lives? We have
those transcendent moments. Peter, James and John
went up on this high mountain with Jesus. Moses went
up on the mountain to receive the Ten Commandments.
In the Bible, a mountain always signifies this place
that’s perched between heaven and earth, this place
where we can speak with God, we can listen for the
voice of God. We have those transcendent moments,
those times when we experience God. It may be on a
high mountain. Or it may be in church, at worship, we
certainly do find ourselves transformed by the music
and other things here at Christ Church, don’t we? Or
it may be while we’re at prayer, or while we’re
meditating on the Bible. We may experience God
through the presence, the touch, the compassion, of
another person. I find God sometimes in poetry. “Our
birth is but a sleep and a forgetting, the Soul that
rises with us, our life’s Star, hath had elsewhere
it’s setting, and cometh from afar. Not in utter
nakedness, and not in entire forgetfulness, but
trailing clouds of glory do we come, from God, who is
our home.” That was Wordsworth. Isn’t that a great
name for a poet, Wordsworth?
We have
these moments of transcendence, these otherworldly
moments, these experiences of God. The question is:
what do we do with this experience of God? Do we turn
these moments around so that we try to create for
ourselves a God who we can control and manipulate, a
God who will give us what we want? We all do this.
God, if you’ll do this for me, I’ll go to church more
often, I’ll give more, I’ll be a better Christian. Or
is it okay to let God be God, to let God be
mysterious, not someone we’re always trying to figure
out, to allow him to lead us and direct us even though
we’re not always sure just exactly where he’s taking
us. And this can be a little scary at times. The
problem with God is that he’s mysterious, he’s always
up to something.
In
ancient Rome, the emperors would return from their
conquests in distant lands, and they would parade in
triumph through the streets of Rome. They would ride
in their chariots, with the vast wealth they had
acquired carted on wagons before them, and the slaves
they had made of other nations walking in subservience
behind. It was as if they were declared for one day
to be a god. But always one of the servants would be
riding in the chariot too, and every so often he would
whisper in the ear of the emperor, “Remember, O king,
that thou art mortal.” Remember that thou art
mortal. We need to live perhaps with this image in
our minds, that we are mortal, that we are dependent
on God. But I heard an interesting variation on
this. Someone else said that perhaps we need to live
too with this image, of someone, God perhaps,
whispering in our ear, “Remember O man, remember O
woman, that thou art immortal.” Remember that thou
art immortal. Remember that you are a child of God,
destined for glory, a glory that God has in store for
you, not any pretense of glory that you may think you
can create for yourself.
Annie
Dillard, the writer who grew up here in Pittsburgh,
describes the life of the writer this way. She says,
“Every morning you climb several flights of stairs,
enter your study, open the French doors, and slide
your desk and chair out into the middle of the air.
And the desk and chair you’re sitting in float thirty
feet above the ground.” It’s an interesting picture,
isn’t it?. What she’s saying, I think, is this, that
the writer is suspended somewhere between earth and
sky, between fact and imagination, between
perspiration and inspiration, between this material
world and the invisible plains of heaven. This is the
space that a writer inhabits to create his or her work
of art. And I would suggest that the same is true for
you and me, that this is the space we inhabit. There
is an earthiness about us, to be sure, but there is
etherealness, too. We are not earthbound merely, we
are heaven bound as well.
One
final image that expresses this: I heard of this old
rabbi who had two little medallions he carried with
him at all times. He carried one medallion in his
right pocket, and the other in his left, and he would
periodically take one out and read it, depending on
the circumstances. One medallion said, “I am but dust
and ashes.” But the other medallion said, “For my
sake the whole world was created.”
How to
live a significant life, that’s the theme for today.
I think that we find our ultimate significance, not in
ourselves, but in God, not in what we can do or build
or create, but in what God can do in us and through
us. And so amidst all the things of this world that
clamor for our attention, including our own egos and
our own sense of self-importance, amidst all these
things, listen for that voice that speaks to us of the
highest and loveliest and purest and truest and best
that the human heart can imagine. Listen for that
voice that speaks to us of what is even beyond our
imagining, of what can only be planted deep there by
God. |