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One of
my favorite preachers is a fellow by the name of Peter
Gomes. He’s the preacher at the Memorial Church at
Harvard University, and in his latest book he tells
about the time he was on a flight from Boston to
London. He was scheduled to preach almost as soon as
he got there on a Sunday morning at a church in
London, and so, of course, he was thinking about his
sermon during the flight. And at one point, the plane
experienced significant turbulence, people were being
bounced around, and the captain came on and warned
everyone to stay in their seats and keep their seat
belts fastened. People were very nervous. Peter
Gomes claims that he wasn’t all that nervous about the
flight, but he was a little nervous about the sermon
he had to preach in a couple of hours, so it was just
coincidentally at about the time of all the turbulence
that he pulled out his sermon notes and his Bible and
started looking them over. And as the turbulence
increased and people continued to be bounced around,
the woman sitting next to Peter Gomes looked over and
saw him reading the Bible, and very nervously, she
asked him, “Do you know something I should know?”
Sometimes I wonder if we don’t look to the Bible, and
think about the Bible, and consider what the Bible has
to offer, only when we’re in trouble, only when we’re
not sure what we should do, only when there’s a bit of
turbulence in our lives. When everything’s going just
fine, when everything’s clear sailing, we can’t always
be bothered with the Bible and with God, we have other
priorities. But when we’re in trouble, that’s when we
think we’d better play it safe and turn to the Bible
and turn to God.
I heard
about this one man who was having some real difficulty
and frustration in his life and he felt he needed to
hear from some power beyond himself, so he went and
picked up a Bible, he hadn’t opened a Bible in years,
but he decided to open it at random and see what it
was telling him. So he opened up the Bible and
pointed to a passage and it said, “And Judas went out
and hanged himself.” He thought, well, that’s not
very good, he’d better try that again, so he opened
the Bible again and pointed to another passage, and it
said, “Go thou and do likewise.” So he thought it
couldn’t hurt to try it one more time, so he opened up
the Bible again and pointed to another passage, and it
said, “What thou doest do quickly.”
There
are limitations in not having a well developed faith,
not having a well developed relationship with your
Bible, not having a well developed relationship with
God. There are limitations in not having a well
developed life of prayer, in not understanding what
prayer is and what it means and how prayer can shape
our lives. Prayer is really the topic for this
morning. We fall all too easily sometimes into
thinking that prayer is a time when we talk and God
listens, we tell God what we want from him and then we
wait for God to deliver the goods.
I
remember this cartoon about a little boy who right
around bedtime comes into the family room and makes
this announcement to his family, he says, “I’m going
up to get ready for bed, and I’m going to be saying my
prayers. Does anybody want anything from God?” Now
we should pray for others, and even pray for
ourselves, pray for our own needs. But this little
boy seems to think that prayer is something of a
monologue where we do all the talking, we tell God
what we want and then God is supposed to give it to
us. Is this what we picture prayer to be?
This
whole passage that is our scripture lesson for today
is almost impossible to comprehend, this whole eighth
chapter of Romans is just full of theology and ideas
that lead off in all directions, and it’s all very
difficult. It would be impossible to understand this
whole passage in one sermon, or even in a lifetime of
sermons. And even these two verses right in the
middle of it, on prayer, are almost impenetrable. We
read these words: “Likewise the Spirit helps us in our
weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought,
but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep
for words. And God, who searches the heart, knows
what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit
intercedes for the saints according to the will of
God.”
What
does all this mean? These verses are very difficult,
they are impossible to understand. But as you know,
my middle name is “Impossible”, and I read up on this
a little bit. And I think what Paul is saying here is
that God has offered us this wonderful opportunity to
pray, we are offered this singular experience of being
able to communicate with God. Imagine, we are able to
communicate with the creator of the universe, we can
communicate with the lord of our lives, the lord of
all that is. And yet, frankly, we don’t really know
what we’re doing when we pray, we really don’t know
how to do it, we will never really know. But Paul is
saying that that’s okay, it’s okay to pray and not
really know what you’re doing, because it is God who
is at work in our lives. It’s not we who are at work
when we pray, it is God who is at work. It is God who
searches our hearts. It is God who knows us at a
deeper level than we even know ourselves; he knows our
needs. We may know what we think we want, but God
knows what we need. I heard someone say that when we
pray and ask God for what we want, sometimes God says,
“Yes.” Sometimes God says, “No.” And sometimes God
says, “You’ve got to be kidding.” God knows our
needs; he knows our weakness, and he helps us in our
weakness. It is sometimes at our weakest point in
life, our lowest moment, when we are most vulnerable,
that something begins to happen, we become the most
open to the gentle, loving, guiding spirit of God.
I heard
of these three ministers who were at lunch and talking
about how to pray most effectively. They were arguing
over what position the body must be in to allow a
person to be most conducive to prayer. One minister
said that the best way to do it was to sit and fold
your hands in prayer. But the next minister said that
no, that was wrong, the best way was to stand with
your arms extended to symbolically receive the
goodness of God. But the third minister said that the
best way, the way that was most conducive to prayer,
was to kneel, at the altar, for example. There was a
man sitting at the next table, who overheard this
conversation on prayer, which position of the body was
most conducive to prayer, and he interrupted them and
said, “I don’t mean to tell you your business because
I only work for the telephone company, but the
position I found most conducive to praying was the one
day I had an accident on the job and I found myself
hanging upside down from a telephone pole.”
I
wonder if a lot of us haven’t done our best praying
when we’ve been hanging upside down, symbolically
probably not literally, when we’ve been helpless, not
knowing just precisely what we’re going to do, or
where we’re going to turn. There is this sense of
weakness, of helplessness, that we don’t like really,
but it does draw us closer to God, it does allow us to
be more open to God, more willing to listen to God,
more willing to allow his power, his strength, rather
than our own, to bring us through.
Anne
Lamott, a novelist and essayist, has written that
there really are only two prayers that we might offer
to God. One is “Help me! Help me! Help me!” and the
other is “Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!” Do you
see? Both are expressed out of our weakness, out of
our helplessness, relying not on our power, because we
have not the power we need, but relying on the power,
the strength of God.
There’s
a poem by Wendell Berry called “The Peace of Wild
Things”. It starts this way, “When despair grows in
me and I wake in the middle of the night at the least
sound in fear of what my life and my children’s lives
may be.” Have you ever done that, you wake up in the
middle of the night, in fear? Something may happen.
Something may be wrong. Something may not work out.
And you feel so fearful and so helpless. But then
Wendell Berry goes on to say that “I come into the
peace of wild things.” I come into the peace of wild
things. He’s using this as a metaphor to say that I
come, like those creatures out in the wild who have no
forethought of grief or fear but who seem to have a
sense of peace because they seem to have a sense that
God is there, that God will provide, God will take
care of them. And then he writes, “I come into the
presence of still water.” I come into the presence of
still water. God, in my weakness, in my helplessness,
leads me beside the still water, he provides for my
every need.
I
remember something I heard Billy Graham say years
ago. He said, “God will provide. It may be on the
last day. It may be in the last hour. It may be at
the very last moment. But God will provide.” I love
these words. I have lived these words. You’ve lived
them. God will provide. It may be on the last day.
It may be in the last hour. It may be at the very
last moment. But God will provide.
Three
years ago almost, after the devastation from Hurricane
Katrina, there was a special news program one day as
reporters were interviewing people in New Orleans who
had gone through the hurricane. Person after person
told his or her story, and most of the stories were
very negative and bitter. We can just hardly imagine
the devastation that some people went through. So you
can almost feel that there was some justification for
what these people said as one after another they told
their stories to these reporters and blamed other
people, and blamed the government, and even blamed
God. You could almost understand why they did this.
But one
young woman stepped up to the microphone, and you
could just tell immediately that she had a different
attitude. She had a big smile, and her face almost
seemed to glow. The reporter, exhausted by now from
all this, asked this young woman, “Okay, tell us your
story. What’s wrong?” But the woman said, “Nothing’s
wrong. I’m not here to complain. I’m simply here to
thank God that I’m still alive and I have my health.
I thank God that my children are okay.”
Well
the reporter couldn’t quite believe it. There was no
electricity or water. It was over a hundred degrees
and they had no air conditioning. So the reporter
asked, “Well, what about your power? Do you have any
air conditioning?” And the woman said, “No, I not
only don’t have any power, I don’t even have my home.
It was swept away in the flood.” But then she smiled
and said, “I’ll tell you what I do have.” And she
reached down and she picked up her Bible, and she
said, “I have my hope, I have my joy, I have my
peace. I know God is on my side.”
I think
it’s true what they say, that you only know that Jesus
is all you need, when you discover that Jesus is all
you have.” |