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Every summer
we engage in a Spiritual Life Study for a few weeks here at
Christ Church. This summer has been one of the best.
Previously we have read books by C. S. Lewis, Brother
Lawrence, Carlo Carretto, Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Thomas
á Kempis and others.
But I find this summer’s study utterly fascinating. I read it
almost accidentally a few months ago, and I knew immediately
that it would be the subject of our study for this summer. I
was captivated by it. It’s a book about a work of art, and art
is not my thing, to be sure. I’m far from conversant with the
art world.
It’s a book by
Henri Nouwen. Henri Nouwen was a Roman Catholic priest who
died in 1996. He spent the last ten years of his life working
in a community of retarded adults. The book is about a
painting by Rembrandt, one of the greatest artists of all
time. Rembrandt painted some 600 paintings, 300 etchings, and
had about 1400 drawings attributed to his name. Rembrandt died
in 1669. Not all of Rembrandt’s work is great. Charles Wesley
wrote over 3000 hymns, but not all 3000 hymns are in our
hymnal.
The book is
about one painting in particular, entitled “The Return of the
Prodigal Son.” Rembrandt actually drew or painted this scene
several times, and he did a couple of sketches. This
particular one was painted just a few years before he died.
In reality, it
is a huge work. It’s 8 feet tall and 6 feet wide. It hangs in
an art museum in St. Petersburg, Russia.
The work is
based on a story that Jesus told in the 15th
chapter of Luke. Many people feel that Luke 15 is the very
heart of the Gospel. It contains three parables: the Parable
of the Lost Sheep, the Parable of the Lost Coin, and the
parable of the Lost Son.
So what we
have here is a 17th century painter depicting a 1st
century story as seen through the eyes of a 20th
century pilgrim.
There are six
figures in the painting. Three are central. There is the
younger son, whom we shall look at today. There is the older
son, whom we shall look at on August 14th. And
there is the father, whom we shall look at on August 21st.
There are three other figures in the painting. They are just
barely visible. One can only guess as to who they might be.
Were they simply created by Rembrandt? Were they some of his
family members? Were they patrons—people who paid and
supported him in his artistic endeavors?
Today is the
story of the younger son. Let me share with you as we begin a
rendering of the parable in an unusual style, using an
alliterative “f.”
Feeling footloose
and fancy-free, a feather-brained fellow forced his fond
father to fork over the family finances. Fleeing far to
foreign fields, he foolishly frittered his fortune, feasting
fabulously with faithless friends. Fairly famishing, he fain
would have filled his frame with foraged food from the fodder
fragments. “Phooey, my father’s flunkies fare far fancier,”
the frazzled fugitive fumed feverishly, frankly facing facts.
Frustrated by failure and filled with foreboding, he fled
forthwith to his family. Falling at his father’s feet, he
floundered forlornly, “Father, I have flunked and fruitlessly
forfeited family favor.” But the faithful father, forestalling
further flinching, frantically flagged the flunkies to fetch
the finest fatling and fix a feast.
THE YOUNGER SON ASKS FOR HIS INHERITANCE
AND LEAVES
Jesus says
that the younger son asks his father for his inheritance, then
leaves home. There is a sketch of this particular scene that
shows the younger son as flamboyant, cocky, sensual, and a
spendthrift. He’s about to mount a very fine horse. He has
fancy, lavish clothes. He looks very proud. He is
self-assured. He is someone who loves luxuries.
The story of
the younger son leaving home depicts a radical, startling and
unprecedented moment. Such a request by a son would be unheard
of in almost any culture. In the culture of Jesus’ time it was
hurtful and offensive. It is parallel to wishing the father
dead. The younger son is saying in effect, “Father, I can’t
wait for you to die. I need my share of the inheritance now.”
It is an extraordinarily cruel and insensitive moment.
It is the time
when you and I decide we want more out of life. God’s way,
God’s plan, God’s design is no longer sufficient. An older
teenager with whom I worked many years ago said to me one
time, “I don’t want to be restricted by religious living.”
This moment in the parable is sort of like her words.
The voices of
the world lure us into another life. We hear things like, “The
Judeo-Christian ethic is archaic and restrictive,” or “A
simple lifestyle is a waste,” or “The servant lifestyle is not
the way to go.” (Such was the philosophy of Ayn Rand, whom
many people were reading when I was in college.) Or someone
will say, “I deserve more. I want more. I want to do it my
way.”
We decide to
walk away from our spiritual roots. We try a more innovative,
more exciting lifestyle. Some people do it in small ways. Some
do it in more comprehensive and expansive ways.
The word that
Jesus used for the son’s lifestyle away from home is
interesting. No two translations are exactly the same. I
looked some of them up this week. Words like “dissolute”,
“reckless”, “undisciplined”, “dissipated”. My father always
used to use the word “riotous”. “The younger son wasted his
money in riotous living.”
SOON HE HAD SPENT IT ALL
Soon the young
man had spent it all. When you let the world call you, your
resources are quickly eaten away. It’s like the sign at Rex
Glass on Route 19 this week that reads, “When things are
coming your way, you’re in the wrong lane.” The world loves
you when you have money. The world seeks you out. The world
seeks your favor. But when it’s gone, so are the friends.
The young man
becomes lonely and destitute. He has nothing. He has no money,
no job, no spiritual moorings, no friends. He has no one who
even knows who he is. Jesus says, “So quickly, it happens.”
There’s
another drawing by Rembrandt that shows the young son working
among the swine. The picture shows him as “skin and bones.” He
has nothing left. Even his body is wasting away.
Yogi Berra,
the world-famous American theologian once said, “If you don’t
know where you are going, you may end up someplace else.”
That’s exactly what happened here!
A little boy
said to his mother one time, “My teacher thinks I’m going to
be famous. She said all I have to do is mess up one more time
and I’m history.” This young man messed up, and he was
history. He sits with the pigs. Consider the implication of
that scene in a predominantly Jewish culture. He is at
“zero.”
THEN THE GREAT LINE
Then comes the
great line in the story. Jesus says, “He came to himself.” He
thought about his home. He thought about his father. He
thought about his family.
One writer
says this about that line in his own return to faith. This is
the way he puts it.
“And then he came
to himself.” I was tremendously moved by that line. I still
am, because returning to faith felt like that to me. It wasn’t
something strange or bizarre or coming into some new
experience. It was like coming home in the deepest kind of
way. You come not to something foreign or some new discovery
or special knowledge, but you come to yourself.[i]
The younger
son decides to exercise the only option open to him. He
decides to return home. It won’t be the same. He won’t be the
same. He knows he has no further claim on his father’s life.
But it will be home. He begins to think about his
father once more.
There was an
article in a Dutch magazine that had the following quotation
which I found interesting. It goes like this:
I am seven years
old and my Dad knows a whole lot.
I am nine years
old and Dad doesn’t know quite everything.
I am twelve years
old and Dad just doesn’t understand.
I am fourteen
years old and Dad is so old-fashioned.
I am seventeen
years old and the man is out of touch and
out to lunch.
I am twenty-five
years old and Dad’s okay.
I am thirty years
old and I wonder what Dad would think
about this.
If you
substitute the word “God” for “Dad” in that reading, you begin
to get a sense of what’s going on here.
Jesus wants
you to remember where your roots are. Rembrandt depicts that
moment in the art. To whom do you belong? Do you belong to
God? Or do you belong to the world? There comes a time in my
life when I must acknowledge that God is the only resource
open to me. There comes a time when I must admit that God is
the ground of my being. There comes a time when I must realize
that I am nothing without the Father.
THE HEART OF THE PAINTING
Thus, the
heart of the painting. Look at the son now in Rembrandt’s art.
All the fancy dress, all the brashness, all the sensuality,
all the bravado are gone. He is without his wavy locks of
hair—a mark of youthful energy. He is essentially bald as a
very young man. His clothes are tattered. He is dressed only
in his undergarments. His feet are cut and bruised. His shoes
are worn out. He is empty, and he is exhausted.
Jesus says,
“He had to hit bottom in order to find God.” Please note
that’s not always necessary. But sometimes it is. Sometimes
the only way home is through the collapse of life. Rembrandt
himself experienced the death of a daughter, the death of two
sons, and the death of his beloved wife in a 7-year period. He
also went through bankruptcy, where his house and belongings
were sold at auction. Rembrandt had lived high and mighty—like
the younger son—and then he was brought low.
Sometimes, in
being brought low, we find our way back to God.
AND WHAT ABOUT
YOU?
And so what
about you? Do you want to get back to God? Do you want to get
back to the Father? There’s a story about a very kind, loving
old man, 94 years of age, who seemed to be wandering aimlessly
down the sidewalk. A police officer approached him and said,
“Sir, you look troubled and sad. May I help you?” The kind old
gentleman responded rather sorrowfully, “I am so sad. A month
ago I married a beautiful and loving woman. She’s a wonderful
cook. She keeps the house in perfect order. She never forgets
to give me my medicine. She cares for me so much, and I love
her so much.” The police officer said, “Well, sir, that sounds
like a wonderful relationship. Why are you so despondent?” The
man looked off in the distance and said, “Because I can’t
remember how to get home.”
Do you need to
get home? Do you need to find your way home?
Henri Nouwen
says that Rembrandt shows a fresh interiority to the son’s
life. “Interiority” is not a word we often use. But it’s a
good word. Finding a fresh interiority to life! Perhaps
Rembrandt made that same discovery. Perhaps this painting
depicts that discovery.
Do you need
some of that fresh interiority? That’s what we’re trying to
help you with here at Christ Church. I want to grow your
interiority. We want to grow that interiority in your children
and your grandchildren.
So that you
don’t get lost in the world’s maze and attractions. So that
you have a life with the Father. So that you know what your
life is really about.
Amen.
[i] From Dan Wakefield, “What
Gives you Faith?” Questions of Faith, Philadelphia Trinity
Press Intl., 1990, p. 83
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