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Forty years and two days ago I
was ordained an elder in the United Methodist Church—June 4,
1964. I had gone straight through high school into four years
of college. I followed that immediately with three years of
seminary. I know that I was totally green, and somewhat naďve
about local church ministry.
Sure, I had watched ministry
happen in my home church growing up. I did a little intern
work in my own home church over two summers. I spent my
weekends in youth ministry in a medium-sized Methodist church
during my years in seminary. But I really did not know what I
was doing. I scarcely knew where to begin.
I had no bold expectations. I
had no specific dream. I did have my call—based on Isaiah 40
(the Old Testament reading for today): "Get you up onto a high
mountain… lift up your voice… fear not… say to the cities,
‘Behold your God.’” I have, in fact, opened the Bible on the
Communion table to that passage today.
So I just started. I did have
one basic conviction—which is still my conviction: Jesus is
the central figure in all of history. Jesus is the revealer of
God and the Master of life.
I preached my first sermon. I
entitled it, “Free to be the Church.” I do not recall at all
what I said. Maybe that’s a good thing.
Recently I read this statement
by a well-known author: “It is far more difficult to be an
effective parish pastor today than it was in the 1960s. The
expectations people bring to church are both greater in number
and variety, as well as more difficult to meet.”[i]
Back in 1964 I did not know
whether it was difficult or not. I just did it. I was
convinced God had called me. I knew the bishop had appointed
me. I had no interview or any meeting with any committee prior
to my arrival back in Pittsburgh. I just showed up and started
preaching.
So what have I learned over 40
years? How could I put that learning into some meaningful
framework? I thought today of an image you might appreciate.
Almost every year after
ordination, I was requested to fill out a form. I was told
that form would be used in making subsequent appointments by
the bishop. The form always contained one question that
puzzled me and frustrated me: What is your theological
position? How would you characterize yourself theologically?
I hated that question. I don’t
like labels. And I did not have a good answer. Was I
conservative? Was I liberal? To the left or to the right? Was
I middle-of-the-road? So what I did was make up my answers as
I went along. Every year I entered something different on that
line. I guess my answers were designed to keep my options open
and perhaps confuse the bishop. Some of those answers were
these:
·
theologically
thoughtful
·
evangelical
moderate
·
radically
middle-of-the-road
·
catalytic centrist
·
traditional
neo-orthodox
·
doggedly
determined
·
eagerly
existential
I know the Cabinet never read
those papers, because (a) I always got an appointment, and (b)
I never heard a comment from anyone. All that creative energy
wasted!
I did notice that the forms
stopped coming right after I came to Christ Church. Maybe they
gave up on me. Maybe they thought Christ Church would
straighten me out. Maybe they thought this church defied
labels also.
All that being said, I think I
finally have my answer to that question. After 40 years, I now
know what to write on that line. For the very first time, I am
going to tell you. You heard it here! I am… a relational
progressive!
That may sound like I’m still
playing with words. But maybe not. Those two words define me
more than any others I know. Let me explain.
RELATIONAL
First, relational. I believe the
Gospel relates directly to life. There is a relational power
in Jesus’ words, Jesus’ teachings, Jesus’ parables. Early on,
I learned to connect what I read in Scripture with real life.
Many of you know about the
popularity of the so-called “reality television shows.” In
part, the rise of those shows has been an economic issue. They
are much cheaper to produce. You don’t have to pay stars 3
million dollars an episode. But people also connect with those
shows. Most of us think of ourselves as “survivors” in one
form or another. If we’re single, we think of ourselves as a
“bachelor” or “bachelorette.” Myself—I identify with “Average
Joe!”
In reality TV, you can put
yourself into the picture and imagine what it would be like.
That’s exactly what the stories of Scripture do for us.
There’s a relational power there.
Several weeks ago I read an
article by James Heidinger, II. Heidinger is a very
conservative United Methodist and president of the
conservative Good News movement. His article repeated the same
theme that I have heard for 40 years. The United Methodist
Church is losing members because we’re not conservative
enough. Interestingly, his quotations and resources in the
article were dated 1970 and 1972, over 30 years ago.
My experience is that people are
leaving the United Methodist Church because it doesn’t
connect. The issue is not theology, it’s disconnection. People
drop away not for theological or polity issues. They leave
because there’s little connection with their lives.
Disengagement and apathy are fairly common.
I believe that Scripture touches
our lives directly. I read the Scripture as a story of men and
women trying to learn what it means to trust God absolutely.
There are stories of doubt, stories of empowerment, stories of
loneliness, anxiety, and worry, stories about overcoming grief
and death, stories on the issue of money and possessions—how
these things fail to provide happiness and real security.
So I want to direct my energy
toward a relational message. Jesus was so spiritually
connected—so in touch with God and so in touch with life—that
he spoke directly to the life you and I live.
I heard a good example of this
last Sunday morning when I was worshiping in Atlanta. We were
visiting our son and daughter-in-law and grandchildren. I went
to the 9:30 worship service at the church to which they
belong. It was Pentecost Sunday. The minister said that he had
prepared a Pentecost message. He wanted to explain the history
of Pentecost, both in the Jewish and Christian traditions. He
wanted to tell the meaning of Pentecost and repeat the
Pentecost story as recorded in the Book of Acts.
However, on Wednesday of that
week, a two-month-old baby in the congregation had died of
Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. He had just baptized that little
girl ten days earlier in a service of worship in that
congregation—holding her up for all to see and celebrate. On
Saturday he had presided at the funeral. How did he and the
others find the strength to do that? How did the little
children’s choir of that church manage to sing an anthem at
that funeral service—with tears running down their
cheeks—without missing a note? He took the Pentecost story and
related it to that event, and it was powerful. He said, “We
find the strength because of what God has given us in the
power of the Holy Spirit.” The sermon was relational. It was
life-related. People noticed.
Theologically, I want to be
relational.
PROGRESSIVE
Then, the word “progressive.” In
part this means I want to think through the Biblical story. I
grew up in a progressive church. I was trained to think
progressively and analytically in college. I went to a
progressive seminary. Some were uneasy about that. Drew
Seminary at the time was somewhat suspect by others in the
church. In fact, I was told that when you graduated from Drew
and appeared before the Board of Ordained Ministry, they asked
you three questions: (1) Are you married? (2) Do you have a
car? (3) Why did you have to go to Drew?
But I learned to think about my
faith. I approached Scripture with heart and mind. In some
religious traditions you have to leave your shoes at the door
of the church before you go into the place of worship. Some
Christians unfortunately believe that they have to leave
their brains at the door before they go into worship as well!
I learned how to understand what the writers meant in the
original passages. I learned to understand the setting in
which the passages were written.
I read an interesting
description and image about all this in a new book by Lyle
Schaller. He said some Christians were trained in Jerusalem
and some were trained in Athens. Those trained in Jerusalem
place great value upon tradition and orthodoxy. Those trained
in Athens place high value upon reason. He suggests that some
current observers feel that the current struggle ideologically
in the United Methodist Church is between those who were
raised in Jerusalem and those who were raised in Athens.
I was born in Jerusalem. But I
grew up in Athens. I was trained in Athens. My heart was also
“strangely warmed” in Athens. I don’t undervalue those who are
from Jerusalem, but I have learned to read the Bible
progressively. And I must tell you that I sincerely believe my
faith is stronger because of it.
“Progressive” means something
else to me as well. It also means seeing new ways for God to
be at work, and new ways of being God’s people in the world.
This is why I finally became
open to Sunday night contemporary seeker-oriented worship a
few years ago here at Christ Church. It’s why I am eager to
see ventures like “Abel’s Place” unfold and succeed. It’s why
I am becoming more and more interested in multi-site worship,
with different settings and different places. Let me read to
you something that Lyle Schaller says in his new book. I think
this may amaze you.
During the past dozen years,
a small but rapidly growing number of American Protestant
congregations have introduced a new model… This model calls
for one congregation meeting under one name, with one message,
one identity, one governing board, one paid staff, one budget,
and one treasury, with people gathering for the corporate
worship of God at somewhere between 2 and 250 different
locations every weekend.[ii]
Good land! But that’s
progressive thinking. Interestingly, Schaller said that it
doesn’t mean necessarily a clergy or preacher at every site.
Rather, he says that the increasing trend is toward a video of
the message in many cases. Four or five sites away from Christ
Church this morning could be watching this message on a
live-feed video into wherever the setting. Or it might be
taped and played next weeks in those same settings.
Now, I’m not advocating
this—certainly not immediately. It simply means I’m open to
progressive thinking. I am interested and open to other
options, and to see where God leads.
The bottom line is this: I now
know who I am. After 40 years. Aren’t you glad? And I like who
I am. I like being a relational progressive.
I want to connect you with God
in an often-disconnected world. I want to help you learn what
it means to follow Jesus—when there are many competing lures
out there. I want to move with you into God’s new day. I want
to be a relational progressive, to the glory of God.
Let me close with this anonymous
blessing that I found.
May God bless you with
discomfort at easy answers and half truths, so that you will
live deep within your heart… And may God bless you with the
foolishness to think that you can make a difference in the
world, so that you will do things which others tell you cannot
be done.
Amen.
[i]
From Lyle E. Schaller, The Ice Cube is Melting,
Abingdon Press 2004, p. 49
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