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There are at least two
distinguishable groups of people in America. They are all
around you every day. Both groups have a large constituency of
what I call “seekers.”
One group is those who are
nominally religious. The group is much larger than we realize.
There are seekers aplenty in this group. They are not
particularly churchgoers. Perhaps they stick their toe in the
water once in a while to see how things are.
Mostly, however, they are simply
aware of some deeper matters to life. They recognize the
yearning God has placed in the human heart. They recognize the
yearning for contact, for connection with the divine. Without
knowing it, they live the prayer of St. Augustine of the 4th
century AD; “The human heart is restless until it rests in
Thee.”
This is the group we target to
reach on Sunday night at our service. Not everyone who comes
is a seeker, of course, but there are a fair number—perhaps 1
in 4 or 1 in 5. It is also a group we will work hard to reach
in the next few years.
The second group around you
each day is the religious people. Those are the folks who are
very much a part of church life. They are very much like you
and me. Many of you, like me, grew up in the church. You pray
to God with some regularity, you show up in worship most of
the time, you attend some classes, you want to know your
spiritual gifts.
But even in the religious
community there are seekers. Some of you here this morning are
seekers. You know there is more to life than you have seen.
You know that life goes deeper. You may find yourself on a
plateau, and seem to have lost your upward way. You are
dissatisfied with your growth toward God. You may even cry out
with the man in the Bible, who said, “I believe. Help my
unbelief.”
There is a man in a Biblical
name whose name is Nicodemus. I think that Nicodemus was a
religious seeker. He had grown up in the church (the
synagogue). He attended synagogue school. He learned quickly
and easily. He read the Torah. He did well in all areas. He
advanced beyond many of his peers. Nicodemus eventually became
a religious professional. He became a Pharisee, then a leader
among the Pharisees, and finally was appointed to the
Sanhedrin—the supreme council of 70 elders over Israel. There
is some evidence that Nicodemus even accumulated some wealth.
But Nicodemus was restless. If
I could be totally honest, I would have to say that most
religious professionals are restless from time to time. We all
have our moments. I have had my times of restlessness, of
yearning—even of some stagnation.
Nicodemus had lost his fire.
Maybe he was getting older. Maybe there wasn’t much time left.
Someone told me of a sign at the top of Greentree hill in the
days before the Fort Pitt Tunnels closed this past spring. The
sign read, “Only two more days to find your way.” Maybe that’s
the way Nicodemus felt.
Being a believer and a religious
professional was not enough for Nicodemus. He was unsettled.
He believed, but his belief did not have life.
Lee Strobel tells the story of
a woman named Mary.[i]
Mary lived in Michigan, and grew up in church and in Sunday
School. She continued attending off and on through her young
adulthood. At the age of 31 she found herself married with two
small children. Mary was restless.
A friend invited her to a
preaching crusade. Mary wasn’t sure why she went, but she did.
She heard the message of Jesus and discipleship as if hearing
it for the first time. Her faith began to come alive. She said
to her friend, “I have served on church committees and
worshiped fairly regularly. But now I realize I’ve been
playing religion all my life. I realize I don’t have a
relationship with Jesus. I don’t want to play church any more.
I don’t want to play any more games.”
I think that experience
describes where Nicodemus is in our story for today. Nicodemus
was an active participant in the community of faith. But it
wasn’t enough. His relationship with God was not the driving
reality of his life any longer. So he sought out Jesus.
We don’t know why he looked for
Jesus. Maybe he had heard Jesus preach. Perhaps he had heard
others critique Jesus’ preaching. Nicodemus may have even come
to know some people whose lives had been radically transformed
by this itinerant preacher from Nazareth. Whatever it was,
something attracted him to Jesus. I believe it was Napoleon
who said one time, “I know men, I tell you, and this Jesus was
no mere man.”
Jesus was contagious. Nicodemus
wanted to catch some of it. At least he wanted to know what it
was that he needed to catch.
The story says that Nicodemus
came to Jesus by night. Thus my sermon title: “Nick at Night.”
The commentaries make a big deal out of this. Mostly they say
it was because of the secrecy. Nicodemus did not want to be
seen. He did not wish to be belittled by his peers. He would
get his answers from Jesus under the cloak of darkness and no
one would know about it.
I think there is a simpler, more
plausible explanation. I think Nicodemus wanted some extended,
uninterrupted, exclusive quality time with Jesus. Nicodemus
knew that the Torah was supposed to be studied at night, and
Nicodemus was a night person. He loved to stay up late. He
loved to spend time in the dark of night discovering, reading,
thinking, and even in dialogue.
I am not a night person. My
lights go out fairly early. There are very few things or
topics that will keep me up late into the night. John Wesley
was not a night person either, so I feel like I’m in pretty
good company.
Nicodemus wanted time free from
cell phones, pagers, fax machines, and office e-mail. He
didn’t want to have a knock at the door to intrude upon the
conversation. He wanted to have enough time to ask his
questions. I think that’s why he came at night.
Nicodemus launches into
dialogue with Jesus. He begins with an affirmation. “Teacher,
we know that you come from God. No one could do the things you
do unless they were from God.” I understand this. My deepest
conviction is that Jesus is from God. Jesus is the perfect
revelation of who God is. So Nicodemus begins this time with
Jesus by making that particular statement of faith.
However, Nicodemus is not fully
prepared for Jesus’ response. Nicodemus is fairly
left-brained, logical, systematic, and empirical. Jesus
responds with deep, rich, colorful images. Jesus talks about
being “born anew,” being “born from above,” being “born of the
water and the Spirit”—or saying like “The wind blows where it
will.”
Nicodemus has never heard words
like this. He keeps asking the left-brained questions. “Can a
person enter his mother’s womb and be born again?” Or, “How
can these things happen?”
Finally Jesus asks what I would
call the “zinger question.” This is the Master-full question:
“Are you a teacher of Israel and yet you do not know these
things?” Jesus is not harsh. He’s not unfairly critical. But
he is firm. Jesus is saying, “Nicodemus, have you grown up in
the church and not learned anything? Have you been exposed to
Scripture and worship, and still you do not know?”
I think this is a question you
and I must face. How can we be church people and still not
know how deep and wide is the love and reach of God? That’s
our challenge—the same question asked of Nicodemus. We are the
Christian community. We have the resources. We have the tools.
But are we ready to answer the deep questions being asked? Are
we complacent in our faith? Are we simply churchgoing people?
Are we far too content?
Have we become so busy and
preoccupied that we have no time to reflect? I came across
this quotation the other day: “The challenge the church now
faces is not a swelling emptiness in people’s lives, but being
heard and seen through the crush and crowd of experiences that
promise to provide a spiritual presence so many are longing
for.” We must turn off our cell phones and pagers and
e-mails and fax machines and just be with Jesus for a little
while on a regular basis.
Many of you have seen the signs
outside the Sanctuary these days. The sign reads simply,
“Please silence cell phones and pagers.” This is not just
another sign. This is not just a matter of hospitality. It is
hospitality and theology. It is spiritual discipline.
When you enter this place, you clear your agenda. You clear
your mind. You clear your heart. You make room for God.
We who have immortal tidings
have too little time invested in those tidings. We have
scheduled ourselves so tightly that we have little time for
listening to the wind of the Spirit, for probing the depths,
for discerning God’s plan and purpose for life.
I had a friend in my first
church whose first name was Gene. Gene was in church every
week. He never missed. He came to the early service and sat by
himself. His family came at the later service. In my 7 years
in that church, I do not believe he missed more than ten
worship services. One August afternoon we sat on the porch
talking. On that afternoon he poured out some of his soul to
me. Gene was an engineer with a major company. He said his
work was fragmenting him. It was tearing him apart. It was
grinding him into little pieces. “When I come to worship,” he
said, “I allow myself to get quiet and get focused. I remember
one more time what life is really all about.”
We need weekly worship. We need
Taizé and a half-hour on the prayer path of the Labyrinth. We
need CBS groups and Emmaus Reunion groups and Covenant
Discipleship groups. We need to listen with our right brain to
words like rebirth, born of the water and the Spirit,
blowing in the wind. We need to appreciate the mystery of
those images. We are the ones who are asked the question that
Jesus asked Nicodemus.
There is some evidence that
Nicodemus’ nighttime with Jesus lit a fire under him again. He
knew he was in the presence of divinity that night. He heard
the call to discipleship. He became a follower.
You can catch the fire also.
Jesus challenges you to go deeper. He challenges you to spend
time with him. Living life on the surface is simply not
authentic life.
Some years ago David James
Duncan wrote a novel entitled The River Why. In the
novel there is a parable—the story of a fisherman on the
Oregon coast. The man discovers that God is fishing for him.
One night he listened to
someone tell the story of that person’s relationship with God.
When he went home he couldn’t sleep. He wrote, “I was feeling
things I never felt before, and I know these things were of
the soul.”
He thrashed around in bed for a
while. Finally at 1:00 a.m. he got up and walked along an old
logging trail. He walked all night and watched the sun come
up. He felt a chill move through his thighs, up to his spine
and then to the top of his head. He wrote, “I felt a sense of
presence. It was as though an unseen, long-lost friend had
come to walk the road beside me.”
Do you know that presence? Do
you know that friend? Are you, as a believer, working on it
with some intention?
[i] This story can be found in the
book entitled Unchurched Harry and Mary, published
by the Willow Creek Association.
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